my heart starts pumpin.

Ohhhhh Mannn. I hope it ices over. I don't wanna go to school tomorrow. At all. Tonight has been pretty good. Spent time with the family. I watched the Land Before Time like I was a little kid again, helped sister with spanish paper, youngest sister was being crafty. She made me a colorful paper crown [: and a bracelet. We had dinner, haha I had peanut butter and syrup (PB&S)-family thing. Haha then mom pulled out her Iphone, and we looked up Phineas & Ferb for my sister and we danced around in the kitchen with our crowns on. We're a weird family, I know.
Yeahhhh, 24 time. peace fools. <3

dont leave me tonight. ill wake up alone.

my weekend was quite boringg.
well friday was good. ehh minus the officers performance at the basketball game lol, me and shelbo went and saw the unborn. shoooot. that movie was jumppy//scaryy. she spent the night at my house. then we went to her house && ate some pizza:canadian bacon and pineapple. ehh then i went with my dad to my grandmas for the night. boring && annoying grandpa freakin going down his memory lane and trying to tell me how to live my life. gahhh. me and dad and grandma played cards, lol. were all nerds, i know. then we came home today. and ive been catchin up on some tv. i miss conner. i havent seen him all week. :/ well gotta go.
mom wants to see the report card. opppp. lol

tonight i've fallen && i can't get up.

Today was ok. Practice is getting somewhat better, I guess..Ughh I have to perform at a basketball game tomorrow night. It's going to be scary. We're not ready. I started looking for prom dresses tonight, didn't turn out very well. I only saw like 2 that I liked. :/ I baby sat my cousins after practice today, made $20. Now I'm home, on the couch talking to Conner on the phone [: My life has been kinda mellow, down low lately. Which is good. OOHHH I made a 84 on my term paper by the way. [: Well I'm probably going to bed soon. Night.

love remains the same.

This day isn't over and I feel so dead. I woke up at 4:30, so I could be at the high school by 5. The PALS were cooking food for the teacher breakfast at 8:30. It was pretty good. Then I had practice from 10-1. I was soooo tired, but I went. And the guy who was supposed to come choreograph for us, never showed up, so the practice was pretty pointless. Then I came home. Haha, then Anthony and Ryan stopped by in his new car...oh man. lol I thought it was a joke. Definately not. I feel bad, his truck was ohhh man. I loved his truck. Then I came inside and crashed on the couch. Just woke up [: lol. I'm hungryy. And speaking of food, my sister and I have decided to be vegetarians for the next week. Should be interesting. lol. Off to eat. Find out my term paper grade tomorrow. :/

im gonna love you with my life.

Back from my dad's. We were all sick. It sucked. We were coughing and sore throats. Blehhh. I feel like I'm coughing up a lung. :/ But I did take my Wii out there, my dad has never played..Goshh that was interesting! lol. I did get to see Conner last night. My dad and me were watching TV because we couldn't sleep with our cough until 3 in the morning. Gahh. Then step-mom woke me up for church. I was so noisy with my cough during the whole service. Came home, had soup, watched Prince Caspian, Conner came over for like 45 mins and I feel bad because I fell asleep with my head in his lap and didn't get to spend time with him at all. :/ And I don't know when I will see him next :[ soon I hope. Well I am hungry. Haven't had a lot of food today. Teacher Breakfast in the morning. I have to be at the school at freakin 5am to cook food. Poooo on a stickkkk. Later fools.

supermassive black hole.

I'm so soreee, and tired. I am going to my dad's today. Won't be home til tomorrow. Yeahh!! I get to drive an hour all the way across Dallas. Yippee Skippee. I do get to see Conner again though [: Well I have to pack up my stuff, text me.
--I'm totally dreading what I got on my term paper.. gahhh.

i'll leave you this lullaby tonight.

Sleeping in. Mhmmm. [: It was amazingggg. I don't have school at all today. Haha, my friends are texting me all pissed off that I'm not there. I am eating some cereal, Cookie Crisp. It's kinda grossss. I always eat Reese's Puffs, and we're out. :/ I'm sitting on the couch with the stuffed dog Conner gave me for Christmas with my dog Chewy sleeping between my legs, while watching Grey's Anatomy right now, it's one of my favorites. Ughh practice in a little less than 3 hours. Then I'm going out to eat at Chili's for Ashley's seventeenth birthday, Conner's coming [: I can't wait to see him. It's really hard having a boyfriend that doesn't live close, but oh man it is so worth it. Every second is worth it. All you girls out there worrying that you won't find a guy, stop looking. When you stop worrying, stop trying to worry if the old guy you were with will change his mind and maybe take you back if you wait around long enough, just stop. That's what I did, and God sent Conner my way [: And I couldn't be happier.

promise you wont forget me.

Exams are totally lame. I only had one this morning, and it was the first one so I had to wake up early :[ I went to talk to my mom before I left, and I asked Ryan for a sip of his Dr. Pepper because I was super thirsty, but it exploded EVERYWHERE! Then I had to clean all that up! Went to Chick-Fil-A to get some chicken minis, my favorite. Then I came home. I was fixing to fall asleep again, but saved by the phone ringing. Only to find out it's my sister wanting me to go pick her up from school. I go pick her up, come home, phone rings again 30 minutes later. It's Anthony. Greatttt. 'come pick me up' No please, or can you, or could you. Simply, come pick me up. So by this point I am totally pissed. I get into my practice clothes, go and pick him up and take him home. I'm at the school at 1:20 so i decided to take my dance exam so I don't have to get up early tomorrow. Then I had officer practice for drill team from like 2-5:30. I had team practice yesterday and completely bruised up my knees, So they hurt to start with and the whole dance we were on our knees :/ That dance is 2:22 long, and it's fast. I have really bad asthma, so after we did the dance once, I was laying on the floor hyperventilating. Not so good. I was laying there for awhile before my director even noticed. That feeling always scares me, like I could die any second from not breathing. Good thing I got my inhaler [: I've been chilling at home watching movies like Pocahontas and now Speed & talking to Conner. He's so amazing for me. I don't know what I did to deserve him. Well off to make plans for tomorrow with no school, well that is until practice starts. Gayyyyy. Text me.