cut my life into pieces. this is my last resort.

Friday. [: Best day of the week in my opinion. School is easy. I mean in my first period class all we did was hang sheets up all over Melillo's room for TAKS testing. It was fun stuff right there. Started our Broadway unit in dance. Had my anciet history spanish person from TVCC talkin to my class. Researched in the library and played minesweeper and watched a video saying 'you can't cure stupid' Didn't do anything in physics. Had to use some brain power in Pre-Cal and then had practice today, but it was kinda chilled. That was good. I went home. Packed for mini camp and clothes to go to my dad's tomorrow. Came over to Chilton's house. Her, Anthony, and me were working on our history project..well really Anthony just brought the pizza so he could be in our group lol. But Chilton and me just told him to go home, he was just taking up space that we could've been using lol. We got 3 pages of our scrapbook done, not to bad. We also made some cd's for each other. It was awesome she loved all my songs, and I loved hers; but we had never heard of the music the other one was playing [: So I got new music tonight that I'm listening to. Then her mommy came in and we just laughed for a little bit. Haha. Well I gotta get up early. I have to be at the school at 8, but Chilton and me wanna go grab some donuts for breakfast. Yummmmmy. [: Sweet Dreams.

last chance for one last dance.

Can't sleep. Tomorrow's Wednesday. The weeks half over [: thank goodness. Mini camp this weekend, 9-12. Then I'm going to my dad's, maybe to see Conner play some baseball. I don't know yet. Blehh. Well I'm gonna try and get some sleep. Good Night. <3

you're the direction i follow to get home.

BLEHHHH. laiweukwehjw9dufo9ueoewukjdfhjdfkjdfad... I hate being sick. I have been sick for like two weeks, I was just getting over it..and here it is again. Only worse. I swear I'm coughing up my lungs, it feels like my throat is bleeding or whatever else could be wrong with my throat. I'm sitting on the couch watching Schindler's List with my mom, talk about depressing. :/ Competition Saturday. All day. But hopefully Conner is coming [: I miss him. Well I gotta get back to coughing miserably. Good Night.

will you be my only love.

I'm not looking forward to practice tomorrow. 10-5:30??? I'm gonna die.
Well this weekend has been good. Went to Conner's friday after the basketball game, watched Mamma Mia with his parents, then...ok here comes my story...took the wrong highway, got stuck behind some guy throwin up out his window, ALL OVER MY WINDSHEILD, speeding home, cop gets on the highway while I'm going almost 90, slam on my brakes, make it home 45 minutes after I was supposed to be home. Woke up Saturday went on school field trip to the museums. That was fun, came back had the school dance. [: Then I came home and got sickk. Blehh. Today. Didn't do much. I'm watching Thumbelina right now. [: I feel like such a kid haha.

my life would suck without you.

I had one of the best weekends of my life. [: Well minus the performing on Saturday at the high school for BBDC's Winter Recital. We did good, it was just long and boring. Friday was fun. Well again, minus school. Shelby and me went to pick out my prom dress, which I found. Ross came over and my mom, him and me played the Outdoor Challenge on the Wii. Hystarical. No words. Then Saturday I went to buy my prom dress. Then I came home and Conner came to see me [: We just sat on the couch and watched a few movies, that's all I really needed. Just to lay in his arms, it takes my breath away. Then I had that performance thing. Then Conner drove me out to my dad's house. We watched some James Bond movie my dad had on. Today he took me to church this morning, and then I had a baby shower, I could've done without that this weekend too. Then I chilled with dad for awhile. Conner came back over, then I had to go home :/ Then I freaking wrote my naked/nude/pornography essay. LAME SAUCE! I could DEFINATELY done without the nakedness. Haha. Well I'm going to bed. I have to take a math test in the morning. Peace.

shushh girl, shut your lips, do the helen keller and talk with your hips.

Thursday, finally. Lol this week has gone by so freaking fast lol maybe that's because I was home sick Monday & Tuesday. Haha. I'm watching The Invisible right now, waiting for dinner to finish cooking. I am tired too. I just folded three loads of laundry. Tomorrow is my boyfriend and I's 2 month anniversary <3 . I'm excited. [: I'm supposed to go shopping with Shelby for my prom dress tomorrow and then spend the with the best friend Friday too, at her new house [: We're gonna make bracelets, color pictures to hang in her room, unpack boxes, and watch movies, typical night with the bestie haha. Well dinner is ready, peace.

put your hands up in the air.

I'm sick. It totally sucks. I've been stuck in bed for two full days. It's so boring. I've been reading Twilight, which is good. [: I'm kinda tired actually. Dance showcase this weekend. Kinda not looking forward to it. At all. I'm addicted to this game on facebook. It's like a collection thing, and you have to steal them from other people. It's hard. I only need five more characters then I'm done with that collection. Well I'm gonna try and get some sleep actually. No one to talk to. Boyfriend just left to go play raquetball so.. bedtime for me. Nightt. <3.