you can rest easy tonight.

ughh. im tiredd. im supposed to finish decorating the locker room in the morning..at 7. that means i probably should go to bed.. ehh im watching twilight. maybe later [: boyfriend doesn't feel good :/

beneath the milky twilight.

stupid chick at walmart.. dude i was up at walmart at 11:15 waiting for twilight and at 11:45 some random chick started some crap and said we cut! ughhhhhh. im pissed because we got sent to the back of the line. but its cool my friend bought me one [: gooo timmy [: well im watching twilight now.

good night

you take the breath right out of me.

Hmm. I've been at my dads since saturday, i took the SAT then went to my dad's. I went to conner's house and played games with his family [: like splat! and nerts. On Sunday, Conner and I went to church, i sat in on his high school chours group. man i love hearing him sing. Then i came home. dad's mom and step dad came in. Then dad's brother and wife came in, and so did their daughter and her husband and their little one year old. then conner came too. we all went to red lobster. [: hmm then monday i went to his parents house and watched 24, and made yummy chocolate chip cookies. then yesterday we watched some of my old dance stuff. he laughed..even after i told him not to. [: then he came over this morning before i left. i reallyyyy do love this guy [: i thank god that he sent him my way everyday. <3. Dinner with family tonight at cheddar's.

hello seattle.

i went to conner's baseball game tonight [: it kinda rained a little bit but it felt amazing outside. he didn't play any but he looked soo cute in his uniform lol. i did get to see him afterwards. [: we went to taco bell, then back up to the school to drop him off. :/ it took me like 30 minutes to tell him goodbye..it sucked. but i maybe i get see him later this week [; i hope so. it's so hot in my room, the air conditioning is broken. :/ so i'm like sweating bad.

i swear that you don't have to go..

My first day out in the sun all year. It felt amazinggg.
Well today I drove out to Irving to go to church with family and Conner <3. Then we went to Chili's and just sat outside and tanned. [: Then he came over..Gahh that boy can make my brain go crazyyy just when he touches me. So when he's sitting there rubbing my neck and back, he kept giving me cold chills and making me jump. [: But I'd take that anyday. I miss him so muchh. It's hard for me to tell him goodbye. Everytime he goes to leave I kiss him, and then he kisses me, which makes me want to kiss him again..well you see where it gets hard for him to leave. lol. What I would give to live in Irving. To fall asleep in his arms..

He's going away to college this fall. That kinda scares me..But honestlyy...I think we can make it. I love him so much I don't see why it wouldn't work. Oh well I just know I'm living here and now instead of then and there. Well I'm probably going to bed early. SAT prep class at 730. Take the SAT Saturday at Mesquite High School.

im dying inside.

day=terrible.
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